Tuesday, January 26, 2010

MAGIC OF HOPE

Hope is that bird that clings on to our soul when the world leaves us all alone. Most of the times it is the only word that keeps me moving, and all the time I am hoping for the best. You may have been bereft of all the things in life but the only thing that will stay with u through trying times is hope. It’ll sings to u n lift your spirits high. That’s when you’re ready to face any thing that comes your way, there is something deep down that motivates you to achieve the unattainable and that little thing is hope.

Till some time back, life had become so very insipid; I had no reason to live for thus hoping for the best, was the only thing I could do; the only problem was that I had no reason to hope for; then god gave me a reason in form of an angel.

I saw hope gleaming in his eyes and somewhere felt everything was going to be all right.
Don’t know as to how many of us hope for things all our lives. Some hope to live longer, some hope to win things they call conquests, desperately; some just hope to move on and some want the dead to live… the only thing that we don’t do at all is not hope. We do that almost every second minute… Life would be so insipid the day we do that; it would be the end of the world to not hope, imagine…!

You can see the inception of it in our very existence. As kids we begin hoping for things and when we grow up we still keep hoping, I guess that’s the only constant thing in life apart from change. Yet all our lives we hope to relive those moments of our life that made us the happiest then. Hope.. it’s such a soothing word. It is like water in a desert, food for the insatiable hunger, a thought to a creator, life to the dead and a reason for still keep dreaming of a better life. It’s just a four letter word yet there is something about it that overpowers our existence.

So I finish it here and for all those who think they’ve lost a lot of things in life, start looking at the brighter side of things. You may have lost everything but there is one thing that you will never lose; hope…. Keep hoping and you will get everything back someday, that’s the magic of HOPE!!

What was…was!

A countless pages turned,
Many a minutes burned
Every instance the same thought
I am trying to conceal that blood clot!
I am weary and my soul burns
Every moment waiting to return
To the person I was
However, the time is lost….

There is nothing from the past that
I want to connect with
Those were the insane moments
I had to live with….
But I won’t deny,
Somewhere still,
I remember the aged brick walls,
The ancient classrooms
And the random talks…

I still miss some,
And I feel really dumb
to have lost them to the crowd,
And this despicable cloud,
of memories again…..
and this excruciating pain,

In my dreams, I still see places,
I remember treading on a similar path,
I remember the mornings &,
I remember the dark.
Exactly the way it used to be
But now I know it is just a dream….

But if I lost it all
It wasn’t exactly my fault….
I still believe I am not the only guilty
I still believe I wasn’t all that wrong.
I did what was expected of me
I did it to make you happy
Nonetheless I hardly care
Today I live with no remorse or fear…

Thursday, January 21, 2010


so many of us go through heartbreak's daily.... so many forget to love...... so many fall in love all over again....soooo many in such a small world!!!